If you are new to my blog then you won't know why this moment brings about so many raw emotions inside my aching heart.
Here's the short version My 17yr old dd died suddenly 9.22.10 she spent 3 days in the Hospital after the first couple hours it was official she was brain dead but they couldn't let her go until 3 independent tests were done on her, it's the law here in CT so I hoped, prayed never bargained and neglected a lot until they pronounced her officially 9.25.10. The feelings, the tears, the floating, racing thoughts, all the dreams that are torn away in the moment make you feel defeated, beaten is this really happening to us? YES and now I'm left w/a GAPING hole in my soul, heart, being whatever you want to call it.... It brings me to today this morning my ds he does this thing every other day w/Charlie's pic's he'll sit on the chaise in my bedroom and he'll remember some moments and when he's done he'll always say "she no come back, mami! Lali no come back! I'll give him a hug and tell him no she can't come back but that's why you have these pictures. So to my surprise he did this today he spread out all her pic's all over the floor and his face in this one pic was just priceless, it was a true emotion I had never seen before and it just broke my heart :| so that's why I am sharing em usually I'd put it on her Memorial Blog but not today :( He truly remembers and misses her ohhh his poor lil heart :| yeah he loves his mismatched pj's!!! --------------------------------------- A new kit and page I wanted to share to lighten up the moment :/ New 3.15.11 A boy's diary collab by Dunia & Ju Kneipp Designs yeah this weekend we finally got to get the bikes out and the kiddos got to ride their bikes... Mason was beyond exstatic except b/c of the rain that washed away all of of our mountains of snow we now have mud and our yard looks trashed!
New 1.25.11 4Ever! bundle by Ju Kneipp Designs or Kit Available @ CatScrap & DigiScrappers Brasil 1.26 My page using the kit above that's my dh and I at Chuck E Cheese, he was off work after pulling a muscle in his back so he was home and by Friday he was bored out of his mind and decided we should go to CEC plus on top of that it was another SNOW DAY for the kids so we were all home again. So went and made the best of the s.d. ;)
Cely has been going to her girl scouts meetings so proud of her. She has a chore sheet that she has to check off what she helped do that day. I love it b/c it already reinforces what I've been teaching them so now she can't wiggle out of it or else she won't earn her patches!! Love them Girl Scouts and fully supportin em.. Oh and they've started the Cookie Sales so if yo live in my part of CT please support my baby girl and your Girl Scouts Troops so Greatly appreciated!!! ------------------------------------------------------------- Homemade Memories by Danielle Engebretson and Ju Kneipp Designs My page w/Cely my lil helper!!
Hi, Thanks for visiting my blog. I was on hiatus for awhile but it's 2020 and I'm back. I'm currently on two digital scrapbook teams and love to scrap everything digital. I shoot with my iPhone and RebelT7. Any questions, encouragement, critique is always welcome.